October 2011
The effects a girl and love can have on you.
Me: She's like a pill. An addiction, it's fucking weird. I haven't seen her for ages but i still get cravings...like for weed.
Friend: Stronger than weed. Its like ecstasy.
Me: Yeah exactly.
Friend: One hit and you crave that high over and over again.
Me: And no amount of other drugs can make you forget about the amazing hit x gives you.
Friend: Nothing. You know the hit will drive you insane but it just wont last, so you crave it over and over again.
Me: You just have to keep having it so you don't get withdrawals.
Friend: Cause the withdraws are painful.
Me: You're just itching for another hit.
Friend: Your minds going crazy without it.
Me: People know somethings changed within you, even if you've only had it once. They can see it in your eyes, you're craving it.
Friend: You try hide it from everyone but the evidence of your addiction is clear to the people closest to you.
Me: And when you hear someone mention it, it just drives you insane. Especially when they're taking it, and you're not.
Friend: Wanting it and having it once are two separate addictions. One is for the lust to try this one of a kind drug, whereas once you've tried it you will stop at nothing to get it again no matter how crazy it drives you.
Me: Eventually the addiction becomes too much, and you become dependent on it.
Friend: Once the drug is in your system the drug teases you and manages to keep just out of reach which just accelerates the addiction.
Me: No matter what, you can't make it leave your system. Once it's there, it's there for good.
