been laying in bed for a good hour now, deliberating on why I can’t fall asleep. I’ve come to one conclusion. It’s because of you. You are constantly on my mind. It was shit not seeing your face tonight, it makes it easier to sleep when I see you smile. I miss you so much. I know I said you were gay for cuddling your pillow but I do the same thing, because I use to have you to cuddle to get me to sleep. I got so use to the idea of having someone warm next to me as I slept, even if we knew after a couple hours I would have to move to the couch. I miss having you around. I haven’t really thought about it to this extent till now. Till right now when I can feel the lump in my throat and pain in my chest because of how much I need to see you. I miss you, beyond what any of these words could say, and it get’s harder everyday because I never wanted to go a day without you by my side. I just can’t wait till the 21st of September. That day will make me the happiest girl alive, because I’ll be able to see your smile, your eyes, and hear you say I love you all at once. In person. It’ll make my heart melt just like the first time you said it. I’m sorry if you actually read this and throw up but I just needed to say something to someone because it’s so hard being away from you. I love you, with absolutely everything and could never imagine my life with anyone else by my side but you. I can’t wait to start forever with you. I love you. So, so fucking much. I’m gonna go have a teary now because I’m a sook, but I’m keeping in mind that it’s only 36 days now baby.
They’re just so nice to receive. Just the thought of someone thinking about you when they wake up, or waiting for you to wake up and talk to them is nice. It’s cute to know that someone wanted you to sleep well or wake up. It’s just a good feeling to, in a way, be looked over. It’s a nice feeling to know you’re in someone’s thoughts.
When I say I'm ugly. I’m serious. At times, don’t get me wrong, I think I’m a bit decent looking. But overall, I think I’m so unattractive. I’m not fishing for compliments. There are so many stunning girls, I can’t even compare. Whatever they do, whether it’s making silly faces, anything, they’re still pretty while doing it. I wish I was more appealing. Honestly.
This ^ exactly this.
I appreciate compliments, but I don’t believe them majority of the time. I always think people say it to be nice, and if the world had no lies, such as that movie, then I wouldn’t receive majority of the compliments I do.